Chapter 147 Undersea

Whether before she transmigrated or after arriving in this world, she understood the inner pain of depression.

Since I haven't released a song in a while, I might as well release one for people with depression.

Fortunately, she was alone in the study at the time, and no one knew his inner thoughts, otherwise they would definitely cry out in dismay, how could she not release a song for so long? Shen Jingyuan's new song at the concert had just shocked everyone, and now you can still often hear her songs playing in the background on the street.

What she didn't know was that Fu Zhixu was being vilified in the entertainment industry. Why couldn't he just live a good life with his wife? Why did he have to release her? Now, singers in the entertainment industry are afraid to release songs casually, for fear of being overshadowed by Shi Shi dominating the charts.

After tapping on the ice dew in her mind, Shi Shi redeemed a song called "Underwater".

It's unclear what kind of revenue this niche song will bring her. However, as long as her song can have some effect, even if it's very small, it won't be a complete waste of money.

Shishi went to a walk-in closet on the third floor, which Lin Sui used to store some very futuristic clothes. After it was emptied, Shishi didn't have that many fancy clothes and delicacies, so it had been empty. She set up her phone stand, turned on the video recorder, and began recording "Underwater".

Unlike before, when she was in the studio, the musical instruments and equipment were all available. There were also professionals helping her with audio editing. This time, the song was recorded very casually, without audio editing, instruments, or accompaniment, only Shi Shi's soft singing.

Scattered moonlight

Passing through the clouds

Avoiding the crowd

Scales spread across the sea

The waves wet the white dress

Trying to push you back

The waves washed away the bloodstains.

"Delusional attempt to warm you"

Shishi had two phone calls that were constantly being recorded; this was her work phone. She also had a separate phone for contacting friends and family. Before Fu Yingzhou came to see Shishi today, he called her but she didn't answer. The thought of his girlfriend being so engrossed in her work lately made him a little jealous. Unexpectedly, his luck had run out; the cheek-to-cheek photos he sent Shishi went unread.

Unfortunately, Shi Shi didn't know this, otherwise she would definitely feel wronged. She thought those photos were meant to condemn her. After all, she couldn't imagine that those close-up, wide-open photos were meant to seduce her.

Fu Yingzhou felt he was suffering from a "poetry hunger syndrome." He missed poetry terribly after only a few days apart.

The first time he felt the house was too big, he wandered around several times before finally finding Shi Shi there. The door wasn't closed properly, leaving a crack. Through the crack, he heard Shi Shi's ethereal singing voice.

Although Xiaocao always says she's not a professional singer, he feels that Xiaocao's voice has a penetrating and powerful quality, a feeling that can directly touch one's soul. It's like having a direct conversation with the depths of your soul through your physical appearance.

You like the salty smell of the sea breeze.

Stepping on the wet gravel

You said people's ashes should be scattered into the sea.

Hearing this, his heart suddenly tightened. Xiaocao had once said she liked blue, the blue of the sky and the sea. He knew Xiaocao had suffered deep heartbreak in a past relationship. Was this song also a reflection of her past experiences?

There was no jealousy, just heartache. But time couldn't be turned back. He knew that if Shi Shi were 10 years older, she would only be 16. And no matter what, he would never have any romantic feelings for a 16-year-old girl.

I secretly made up my mind that I would love her well for the rest of my life and cherish her.

Always smiling at indifferent people

The people on the shore all had indifferent expressions on their faces.

I have no attachment to this world.

Everything vanished into smoke.

...

After recording the song, Shi Shi paused it. Fu Yingzhou knocked on the door and came in.

"Hey, when did you get here?"

Seeing that Shishi's complexion was normal, he was somewhat relieved.

Why did I suddenly think of writing this song?

"Doesn't it sound good?"

"No, that's not it. How could you have a song that's not good? It's just that this song gives people a very depressing feeling."

Shi Shi nodded: "Zhang Yi's son, Little Ginseng's classmate, committed suicide due to depression. This is just something I felt compelled to say."

After saying that, she sighed, her mood inevitably becoming somewhat downcast.

It turns out it wasn't her feeling! It was speaking up for someone else!

Fu Yingzhou stepped forward and gently squeezed Shishi's shoulder, looking every bit the husband.

"Would you like me to take you out for a walk to clear your head?"

Shi Shi shook her head and said to him, "I still need to go to Jiang Haichao's company."

His expression turned pitiful: "So you're going to abandon me?"

"My sweetie, I'm going to earn money to buy you a gift."

"You don't need to give me gifts, just being with me makes me happy."

That won't do.

"My ox is a cow raised in luxury; he can't lower his standard of living just because he's with me. Be good, things will get better after this busy period,"

Fu Yingzhou felt that Shishi must have studied hypnosis. How come he had no resistance to her gentle words once he let her into it?

"Can I apply for some benefits first?"

Shi Shi took the initiative to kiss him, and the two shared a deep, lingering kiss.

Is that enough?

A look of lust flashed in Fu Yingzhou's eyes: "Not enough?"

He was incredibly vigorous in that area, and it took Shi Shi a long time to train him before he gradually became more restrained. "Hmm." She pointed to her watch and said tactfully, "Don't you know what kind of person you are? Time is running out."

She was hit hard on the head.

"Would you like to move in with me?"

Shi Shi refused outright. The villa was in a great location, making it convenient to go anywhere. Besides, Aunt Zhang and the others were taking very good care of her.

Having already guessed that Shishi would refuse, Fu Yingzhou used a feigned retreat to advance, making another request: "Then can I move in?"

That was his real purpose. Actually, moving here wouldn't be convenient for him. But if he wanted to get married, could he care about convenience? He'd be a bachelor for life!

Perhaps their life together was too routine, like that of an old married couple, even though they both tried to create romance and surprises for each other. But their relationship seemed superficial.

He was greedy and wanted to invade her life.

"Sure." Ever since I formally introduced Fu Yingzhou to everyone, my parents and aunt all know that I'm in a relationship.

Compared to the nerve-wracking interrogation, this time everyone tacitly pretended not to know. They were afraid she might impulsively decide to get married again. The main reason everyone concluded about her failed previous marriage was that she hadn't met enough men and lacked dating experience, making her easily deceived.

Only her aunt quietly reminded her not to cause a death. You could say she's incredibly happy right now.

It is precisely because of the protection and care from those around her that she has the confidence to accept any affection openly.

She is very satisfied with Fu Yingzhou in all aspects now, so she can try to develop the relationship further.

The phone rang; it was Kong Fang calling.

"Sis, I'm ready and waiting for you in the garage. We can leave anytime."

"Okay, I'll be right down."