Chapter 477 Fang Mingyue: I still want to live

“Mulian said to your face that ‘girls have small appetites,’ but I do all the housework, including the clothes you take off when you come back. I’m exhausted every day, how could I have a small appetite?”

I can only eat a whole steamed bun, drink a bowl of porridge with visible grains of rice, and eat a piece of meat that you personally pick for me when you come home for dinner.

"I lived to be twelve years old, and as far back as I can remember, the only place where I could get enough to eat was at my grandparents' house."

The only candy I've ever eaten was given to me by my older brother when he came back to visit my grandparents when I was little.

The only cookie I ever ate was given to me by my second brother when he brought my sister Nuonuo back to my grandfather's house.

The only glass of milk I ever drank was at my grandfather's house. My older brother made an extra glass for me when he was making it for my older sister, Nuonuo.

After saying this, Fang Mingyue looked at Mu Lian, whose face was pale, with a faint smile on her lips, but her eyes were filled with frost.

"Mom, do you remember? When I was little, you always made me sneak to Grandpa's house to play the victim and beg for money. If I didn't get any, you would beat me when I came back."

"Do you know why I can never get it? It's not because my grandparents don't love me and refuse to give it to me."

"It's because I've never asked for it before, because I, Fang Mingyue, haven't completely lost my conscience."

“Even though I get beaten and scolded every time I come back from my grandfather’s house, I’m still willing to go.”

"Because only there can I sit or lie down in peace without fear of my younger brother suddenly jumping out and punching and kicking me, or being disliked and cursed by my biological mother for not doing any work."

“Sometimes I even think that if I could be like my older brothers and have the courage to leave this family, that would be great… Unfortunately, I don’t have that kind of luck. I don’t have a maternal family that is willing to take care of me and protect me, and I don’t dare to go out and wander on my own.”

"Because... I still want to live."

[I couldn't make it up today, so the one I owed yesterday will be postponed for one day. I'll try my best to make it up tomorrow, hehe.]